do b4 it is too late

most of time i can't really make up my mind .. even it is a little things that everyone out thr can juz decide it in a few seconds.. wat will happen if i pick the right way instead of left way.. i learn this value during my secondary sch ... n the conclusion is ' who care? ' .. ya ..it doesn't matter .. as long as u make the decision .. juz walk on it n let it happen for wat will it be ...

but today ... midnight  1 a.m. .. 16 of nov, 2007 .. i feel scare if i didn't make a u-turn n change my mind on tat day .. wat will happen .. regret .. tat's my point ... the time juz moving too fast n we can't really predict wat would happen n wat wouldn't ... something juz disappear too fast or approach to u earlier than expected ... n maybe u will feel sad or even happy abt it

my mind is telling me tat ... life is juz lik tat .. fragile .. once u lost ur confidence or the strong will ... it juz like a glass fall n breaks into small pieces ... u can feel this kind of feeling which i can't really describe it ... it is such a complicated feeling tat could be different for everyone ..

feel lonely ... feel nth to do .. no challenges .. no fresh topic for ur life ... is tat the reason ppl sign the soul contract n giving up their rights... sorrow r left behind after this ... r these ppl really found wat they want ?

sadly ... i lost a voice again ... if anyone ask me now ... my ans is ... i still hv a long way to go .. i won't be satisfied if someone gonna shut me down in this way ...

it's been a long time but the memory is still fresh in my mind ...deeply inside... it will never be erased..

dear friends.. this topic is not open for comment... it is juz an advice if u think it is .. sorry n thanks